Yet more stuff about... me.

Usually, how messy/clean is your room? (1-10, 10 being most messy):

it's around a 5 i guess? i've been cleaning it more often.

Where do you think you'll be in one year?

I dont think that much will have changed.

Five years?

I'll be 20, 21... I'm gonna assume I'll be in college, although I'm not sure any place will accept me and I'm not sure i want to go though I probably will be there anyway.

Ten years?

ahh.... 25, 26, eh? I'm gonna assume that I'm going to realize that i suck at theatre/speech, never should've majored in it, and i'm gonna be lonely watching all my friends get married, trying to convince myself i still dont care if anyone loves me or not.

What do you want your future to be like?

AH, ok, TOTALLY different question, what do I think, and what I WANT... I want to land a modeling contract before I'm out of High School, not go to college and move into the acting business from modeling. After I make a name for myself, I want to go to various
places, doing motivational speaking on self esteem, confidence, suicide, eating disorders, and many many other issues teenagers face =) I want to change many people's live and know that i've made a difference and made them happy. If I cant get married, I (might) adopt a kid or something and I want to watch her (or him) grow up, and I want give her everything I couldn't have, and I want to see all of the people I care about knowing/growing in God (as well as myself),
and I just want the world to be joyful. And I want all the people who have struggled w/unresolved issues formost of their lives to find peace (within God) and I want to see that they find someone for them. I want to see that everyone knows how much I care about them and
know that no matter where they go they always have 2 places to turn, me, or God. (God's better though, lol =) And I want.... Yeah i'm ranting now, sorry. But, yeah I have high hopes for the future.

3 Wishes:

1. salvation for everyone
2. that everyone could understand how much they'er loved beyond comprehension and they could find that love and share it with someone till death do them part.(if they want it, i guess, lol)
3. I want to give the people in hell a second chacne
(not possible, but... i feel bad for them) ... yeah... i think that's what i'd wish for.

Misc.:

oh wow i just looked on oliverweb and realized i was supposed to type something here. something.

Rant(s)

heh... brb....
OK! I must beat Sarah! =) J/K but anyway, lookie here, humans make mistakes? DUH! ALL of us sin, and on one level or another, yes some are worse than others in the human eye, but in God's eye, they're really all the same. EVERYONE deserves a second chance
in life, in my opinion. (i guess i have a lot of faith in humankind, heh, but yeah...) People aren't born evil, generally something happens to them to make them the way they are. I think we should all darnded pray for those people like heck, cuz they need major help. Help in which many times, only the trusty old creator can give. They've (probably) been through a ton of emotional junk (or maybe they haven't but they'er having trouble handling it =( ) It definitely in no way makes it any less right what they did... However, if anyone of you tells me you've never sinned, you're lying (sinning) in saying that! =) We've all made mistakes, taken a wrong turn, and dont we wish we
could fix what we did? Think about that. Then think about someone's life going totally away (not necessarily killed, but jailed maybe) because of a mistake, and there's nothing they can do but if they could, (maybe) they'd take it all back and do good. I pray that they get a chance to prove that they're sorry. I've sure as heck done things i was sorry for. Sometimes i wish i ahd a chance to tell the person I
was sorry. I know thinking something bad, and murdering someone is totally not on the same level, but I wish the best for all people....... Something had to make someone turn that way. Think about it. What happened to THEM? I dont know.... I guess.... I was kinda frustrated when this one person was mean to me. But then I thought what must have made him be liek that and i just pray that they'll realize one day how much people care about him. I have this other friend though, like omigosh, she's been through so much!!!!!!! You never would've guessed it, because she acts so kind, a great, and her faith in so much with God. I admire her for that so much. That's the type of
person I hope those emotionally scarred people can become. For being to have so much optimism when everything else seemed so wrong. I DUNNO... BUT THATS JUST MY OPINION ON SOME STUFF!!! (have i beat sarah yet? i dunno... but i'll just type a little more before i have to go. I get internet back in a week! yay =) Im at the library right now you see =) I could rant on other stuff for a long time. hmmm... i just tried to figure out if  beat sarah and i cant tell....
i wont know until my thing is posted up too. Sorry I'm being so annoying Sarah, by the way. Being competitive or whatever. I dont really mind if you win, Im just being a stupid dork... Um... yeah... and i would also like to say that Josh Hartnett is cute =) This actor
dude. Who i dont even really know (obviously) or like but just decided he was cute one day. That's just another opinion that shouldn't be important though I guess. Because looks shoudlnt be important. But our society can emphasize it a lot. Which can give many girls low self esteem which is why I want to be a model/actress who does the speaking so they can see it from the point of view from someone who "really knows" what shes talking about (not that other speakers
dont). Did you know if you look in the mirror too much it's a sign of low self esteem? (NOT NECESSARILY CONCEITED-NESS!) I found that funny but it's true. Because you're always looking to try and fix  stuff on your face and always trying to see what you can do next to fix about yourself. Im good (better) about that now though. I can still nearly every mirror in the mall in the stores i've been to tho (that would take up a lot of words! YES!!!) But i wont. Im done with being an my stupid self now. close, and sign off. 

Blah, Blah, and Blah.

Ketchup?

with mustard is good on fries

Tomatoes?

found a worm in one once, like EWW!

1,2...

what my name would be if my parents named me "One"

[Insert your own question here.]

Why? i dunno cuz oliver said so.

NINH? =)

are neato =) very funny. much luck and success to you all!

If you had to name a soft drink...

"CavityCauser" lol.... put the truth out there... heh =P

If you were running for President...

I would take myself out of teh running so i would really be running cuz i dont want to run and I dont know why id run in the first place but i apparently did. so... yeah.